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[allthelifethereis]

In the aftermath, Bill finds it difficult to settle. The other Losers had warned him that weird shit happened all the time in Darrow, just like in Derry, and he'd believed them, but it was a complete different thing to see it for himself. He checks in on all of them and then he finds himself down at the boardwalk, wrapped in coat and scarf, glasses on so that he can read, a coffee at his elbow. He sits, staring at the sea, just trying to find a calm place inside himself.

Trying to settle.

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[allthelifethereis]

"I'm enjoying myself," points out Bill, pressing another finger into Neil's and fucking him with them for a few long moments. Finally, he pulls his fingers free and reaches for a foil packet, carefully opening it. "Like this or on your back?" He says, rolling the condom down over the aching length of his cock. "Or you could ride me."

[myfavoritedream]

"Yep, that's the one," I said, heaving myself upright and twisting around to push him onto his back. The decision was made before my brain really even caught up to the question, but as I settled astride his hips, I sure as hell didn't regret it.

Bracing one hand on his chest, I gripped his cock, holding it steady and sinking down onto it in one steady, aching slide.

"Jesus fuck."

[allthelifethereis]

Neil slides down onto his cock and it's utterly fucking perfect. Bill's back presses into arch, the flats of both hands sliding along the flats of his thighs as he settles himself, as he curls one hand around his cock and starts to stroke.

"C'mon, man," he says, grinning. "Put your back into it."

[myfavoritedream]

"God, you're the worst," I laughed, bracing one hand on his chest, the other gripping the headboard. "You put your fucking back into it," I complained playfully, and despite it having been months, I settled into a steady rhythm, rising up onto my haunches and sinking down deep with every thrust.

"You just want me to do all the fucking work."

[allthelifethereis]

"Can't blame me for wanting to lie back and enjoy the show," says Bill, squeezing Neil's cock, his thumb grazing across the slick head. "You're so fucking hot."

[myfavoritedream]

"Yeah, I know," I said, playfully smug. There were certain things I rarely questioned about myself, and this was one of them.

"Or maybe you're showing your age."

[allthelifethereis]

Bill laughs at that, a careless, unguarded sound, his fingers tightening on Neil's hip as he rocks up into it. "You're such a fucking brat."

[myfavoritedream]

"I'm really not. You're just easy to mess with," I teased, a groan punching its away out of my chest when his cock hit just right. "Fuck," I breathed unsteadily, "God, that's really good."

For a while, all I could really do was focus on fucking myself on his cock. On his hands gripping my hips. His eyes brights, and crinkling at the corners.

"I wasn't gonna fuck you, today. I'm pretty fucking mad at myself honestly," I said, with a breathless rush of laughter, reaching back to grip his thigh as I leaned back to get a different angle.

[allthelifethereis]

"Yeah, well," says Bill, rolling his wrist to stroke Neil's cock, circling his thumb against the slick head, teasing him a little as he keeps his head back so that he can look up at his face. "I'm pretty sure you'll get over it."

[myfavoritedream]

"Pretty sure I might," I agreed, the last words I managed to say for a while. Christ, it was good. It was really fucking good, the noise of my head falling away, no expectations or commitments other than getting each other off. Simple.

Leaning over him again, I caught his mouth in mine, and yeah, he was right— I could definitely forgive myself for being weak.

[allthelifethereis]

Bill leans up into the kiss, muscles of his belly tightening, one hand still on Neil's cock, the other slipping around to squeeze his ass, fingertips brushing against the place where he pushes inside him.

"Are you close?" he asks, nipping at Neil's bottom lip. "Going to come for me?"

[myfavoritedream]

"God, yeah. Yeah, I'm gonna," I answered breathlessly, grinning into the kiss. He was close, too, and I clenched around him, an unsteady whine of a moan caught in my throat. My thighs burned, balancing right on the edge where it was almost too much.

"Fuck, Bill," I panted, leaning back just enough to look at him. His hands on me, his cock, and yeah, his stupid fucking face, were more than enough to do it. I came with a ragged gasp, my eyes finally screwing shut so that I could just feel it.