allthelifethereis: (Don't look back in anger)
Hilde's old enough that he doesn't really think about leaving her alone for a couple of hours at night. He promises himself that he'll be back before she wakes up, anyway. He just needs to get out of the house, needs to get his head clear, needs to...

He doesn't know what he needs, not really. Even with the difference in his age, even with all of the years missing between them, Bev has always been his person, and the thought that she's gone makes something in his chest ache in a way that he almost can't stand. For a while, he just walks, hands shoved into his pockets, but then he finds his way to a familar door.

When Jade opens it, Bill's standing with his forehead leaned against the frame. He shakes his head.

"I don't know why I'm here," he says, voice cracking. "Of all the places I could fuh-fucking be."
allthelifethereis: (Glasses)
He's got no idea why he feels slightly nervous. He'd messaged Jade, asking if he wanted to meet up for a drink and, honestly, it doesn't have to be more than that, does it? They're friends -- at least, Bill thinks of Jade as a friend -- and friends can meet up for a beer. Doesn't matter that Jade's made it clear that he'd be interested in other things, and that Bill can't remember the last time he got laid. That's just details that don't mean anything? Right?

The place he'd chosen is casual, quiet enough to have a conversation, with interesting things behind the bar without being miserably pretentious. He's come straight from his office at Barton, bag slung across his chest and glasses still on. He leans his elbows on the bar, surveying what they have on draft, chooses something with a ridiculous name and picks a booth. He's been rereading Don Quixote before his class starts up again, so he makes himself comfortable, thumbing through worn pages, and he waits.

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