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Sep. 18th, 2025 09:35 pmHilde's old enough that he doesn't really think about leaving her alone for a couple of hours at night. He promises himself that he'll be back before she wakes up, anyway. He just needs to get out of the house, needs to get his head clear, needs to...
He doesn't know what he needs, not really. Even with the difference in his age, even with all of the years missing between them, Bev has always been his person, and the thought that she's gone makes something in his chest ache in a way that he almost can't stand. For a while, he just walks, hands shoved into his pockets, but then he finds his way to a familar door.
When Jade opens it, Bill's standing with his forehead leaned against the frame. He shakes his head.
"I don't know why I'm here," he says, voice cracking. "Of all the places I could fuh-fucking be."
He doesn't know what he needs, not really. Even with the difference in his age, even with all of the years missing between them, Bev has always been his person, and the thought that she's gone makes something in his chest ache in a way that he almost can't stand. For a while, he just walks, hands shoved into his pockets, but then he finds his way to a familar door.
When Jade opens it, Bill's standing with his forehead leaned against the frame. He shakes his head.
"I don't know why I'm here," he says, voice cracking. "Of all the places I could fuh-fucking be."