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[allthelifethereis]

The key sticks at first but, after a moment, he manages to get the front door open. The townouse is light and airy, painted with neutral tones. It doesn't have a lot of personality, yet, but Bill's allowed to paint, if he wants, as part of his lease. He's told Richie and Stan that they can decorate their rooms however they like. He'll foot the bill for supplies. More than anything, he wants them to feel at home.

As he wanders through the rooms, he reaches back and snags Neil's hand, threading their fingers together.

"What do you say about starting at the top and working our way down?" he asks, glancing over his shoulder.

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"You got big plans, Denbrough?" I teased, crowding in behind him, my free hand resting on his hip. The place was nice. Open and full of light, and it looked like it had at least been kept relatively up to date.

It made me miss the old apartment that I'd left behind, when I'd walked out on my marriage. A place that felt like it could've really been home, if I hadn't gone and fucked it all up.

I hoped this could be home for them. A place they could hold on to.

It was a weirdly sentimental thought, and to push it aside, I leaned in to kiss his jaw, breathing him in. He still smelled a little like pizza, but underneath that, there was him, and he was becoming familiar in a way I hadn't expected to let him.

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"With you? Always."

It comes out way more serious than he means it, and he's honestly relieved when Neil leans in and kisses him like that. He wraps his arm around Neil's neck, holding him to it for a moment, pressing his body as close as he can, the full length of him against Neil.

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"Yeah?" I murmured, mouth trailing along the curve of his jaw to catch his in a kiss, my hands moving to frame his face as I backed him further into the little house.

"Which room's yours?" I asked, grunting when I accidentally clipped a corner with my shoulder as I steered us into a hallway.

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"It's right at the top," says Bill, taking another kiss before he turns away, threading his fingers with Neil's and tugging him with him towards the stairs. Two flights, straight up, narrow, and then it opens up into the whole top floor of the house - a bathroom at one end, a walk-in, room for a desk and a wide bed made up in white sheets.

"This is me," says Bill, stepping in and pressing his fingers into Neil's hair to pull him in close and kiss him.

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It was nice, but I only had a few moments to really look around before he'd moved in close again, his mouth against mine.

He seemed a little needier than usual, and I didn't know if it was about the big step he'd just made, or if it was about me. I was happy enough to be his distraction, if he needed it, and the rest... I didn't want to think about it too hard.

I didn't want to think about how I'd scrapped my whole fucking day to spend it with him, without so much as a second thought.

"So, what's step number one?" I teased, teeth catching playfully on the lobe of his ear as I reached for his waistband.

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"Well, unless you've got lube in your pocket," says Bill, smudging kisses along the sharp line of Neil's jaw, "Which, by the way, I'm not discounting as a possibility, I thought I could get you into bed and sucking your dick."

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"Not today," I said, chuckling softly as I nudged him back towards the bed. "We should've stopped at the drug store."

I said, kicking off my shoes and stripping out of my shirt. Grinning, I sat down on the edge of the mattress and hooked a hand in the front of his waistband, giving him a playful tug towards me.

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"Sure we can think of other things to keep ourselves occupied," says Bill. Neil shucks his shirt and his shoes and Bill just about has time to toe out of his boots before Neil has hold of him, fingers hooked over his belt to draw him in between spread knees. He tousles his fingers into Neil's hair, tugging slightly to tip his head back.

[myfavoritedream]

"Sure," I murmured, tipping my head back to look at him as I worked open the buckle on his belt. With my other hand, I reached for him, pulling him down into another kiss.

I didn't really care what we did. If we got off or not, I was okay with it. Whether I wanted to admit it or not, I liked spending time with him, and only part of that was about fucking him.

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Bill goes into the kiss easily, cradling Neil's face with both hands as he gets his belt undone. Sometimes, he wonders if being with Neil feels so easy because it's about as far from being with Audra as he could get?

Once Neil gets his jeans open, Bill shoves them down with both hands, kicking them off and crawling onto the bed with Neil in his underwear.

[myfavoritedream]

It was a little awkward, squirming out of my clothes while crawling backward onto the bed, my mouth only leaving his when it had to. I kicked my jeans aside, my shoes landing on the floor with a thud. Socks, underwear. I reached for him, fully naked, pulling him down on top of me.

Kissing him again, I let out a low rumble of laughter, admitting, "You still taste like pizza."

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Neil pulls him in while he's still in the process of pushing down his boxers and he laughs, having to squirm slightly. It's undignified, but whatever - it gets the job done. Once he's naked, he leans in again, pressing his body against Neil and taking a kiss.

"I've got gum in my jeans if it bothers you that much," he says, grinning.

[myfavoritedream]

"I don't mind," I laughed, kissing the edge of his grin. Stretching out, I let him press me down onto the mattress, my knees hitching up around his hips.

"Anyway, you said something about sucking my dick. That's the last thing I fucking need— gum stuck in my fucking pubes."

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Bill laughs at that, edging into a moan when he rolls his hips down against Neil's, though he's still grinning. He can't remember the last time he laughed like this in bed -- maybe when him and Audra were still in college.

"Guess you're just going to have to put up with pizza breath then," he says, taking another kiss.

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"I think I'll be okay," I murmured, smiling into another kiss. Both of us smiling like fucking idiots, it took a few moments to get the angle right. To settle into it, chasing kisses that really didn't taste too much like pizza, despite my teasing. I pulled him against me, breath hitching at the slide of his cock alongside mine.

I tried not to think about how comfortable it was. I'd let him get familiar, and I had to keep reminding myself that it was okay.

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Bill's about to say something else, but then his cock slides against Neil's and he loses whatever he was going to say in a ragged moan. He kisses Neil deeper and harder, sucking on his bottom lip as he rocks his hips.

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"Jesus Christ," I muttered into the kiss, gripping his hips and dragging him against me.

"I can't believe you dragged me all the way out here, and you can't even fuck me," I said breathlessly, laughing as I let my teeth catch on his bottom lip. He had this one particular smile that I liked more than I wanted to admit— wolfish and playful and a little bit rare, and I'd be lying if I claimed I didn't say stupid shit, just to see it.

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Bill does grin at that, leaning his weight into Neil to rock his hips down again. "We'll have to save that for another time," he says. He lifts one hand, spitting into his palm and then he slips it between them curling his fingers around both of their cocks togeter and stroking as he rolls his hips.

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"Yeah, we'll make a day of it," I laughed, my head thumping back against the pillows as I let out a strangled groan.

Hooking a hand behind his neck, I planted a foot on the bed, using the leverage to rock against him, my eyes catching and holding his.

"God, Bill."

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"I like the way you say my name," he says, his hips finding a more regular rhythm, now, his hand still between them to keep their cocks together, the friction almost maddening. "Could listening to it...ah...could listen to it all fucking day."

[myfavoritedream]

"Yeah?" I gasped, covering his hand with my own, my thumb twisting over the head of his cock.

"Bill," I said again, grinning and playful, but it wasn't all bullshit. Less and less of how I was with him could be shrugged off as nothing, which was a little heavier than I wanted to deal with.

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"Oh, fuck." The rub of Neil's thumb across the head of his cock feels incredible, and the movement of his hips hitches for a moment. "Yeah. It...fuck...It sounds good when you say it."

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"Lucky for you, I don't exactly hate sayin' it," I teased breathlessly, panting as his hips stuttered and my own cock lurched in our joined grip.

"God, you're so hot," I groaned, gripping the back of his neck tight with my free hand. It could've easily just been a line, the kind of shit you say during sex without much truth behind it. But he was hot, despite not ticking off very many of the boxes I used to consider important. I still got off on big, hairy guys with dumb smiles and few words, but his blue eyes and crooked smile, his dry sense of humor and that dumb fucking New England accent... it had grown on me.

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Bill laughs at that. He'd been married for eight years, and he's not sure that Audra had ever told him that he was hot. Not like that, anyway. He snaps his hips, thrusting into the pressure of his hand overlapping with Neil's, bending his head to take another kiss.